9/08/2005
hmmms =)
noone but me from URL @ 7:37 PM
i have decided to be a happy person. i no longer believe in coincidences but in fate. i no longer believe in hope but in faith. i'll have faith that my fate will bring me to where i want to go. even if it brings me to places where i never wanted to. if i fall, i'll know that i'm meant to fall
cos then when i stand up, i know i'll be a stronger person. i don't believe that fate is in my hands, but in God's. it was he who created this life for us, he who has the power to control it. hope has certain loopholes in which i cannot place my trust in. faith is the one im going for. esp when "hope lacks a certain concretism". coincidence is too weak a word for me to believe in. fate is a big word; with much room for me to trust.
i'll put history back where it belongs. i'll no longer hold grudges, but having forgiven them, i'll forget. give people a new start- for me too, a fresh start. i'll seek out the good in people and use it to conquer their weaknesses. i'll bring smiles, take away as much sadness away as possible. i won't be idle with despair, and worry is a useless thing because it'll get you nowhere. im a new person. and i'll stick to my rules. you stick to yours.
- again. actions speak louder than words. i'll stand by my words.